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July 11, 2006

Years of Daily Life!

Filed under: Sojourn — Tags: — Raja @ 7:04 PM

Does ‘present’ comprise just this half-pound steak burger and a plentiful of loneliness? Whoever says ‘present’ is just a razor-sharp edge that divides past and future, is wrong. For me, ‘present’ has just extended itself since March 2004. And I’ve been fragmented over this time, space and hypocrisy. I’ve been standing still in time since then, and yet getting older. As if I’m waiting at a time-terminus for MY future to arrive.

Of this ‘present’, there is just ‘past’ on both sides. No future! No. The future I had dreamt of, has burnt me, slowly, over two days. Now I’m waiting, and inching towards the foregone conclusion. The result was out as soon as I was out of the gentle caring darkness. Doesn’t matter what I do, the result can’t change.

Die like me, repeatedly, for two days! Cry like me, bitterly, in desperate agony! Tell me then, if I were really “making it sound unforgivable”. Say ‘sorry’ to a dead man, and bring him back to life!

Living what’s called the ‘daily life’. Lifting the veil of each day in search of a hint of a future!



  1. the future’s still with u. u probably are just scared of it, or scaring it off!

    Comment by Kanupriya — July 11, 2006 @ 11:39 PM

  2. I need to know wht goes behind this post… is something wrong with u ?? [:)]Future ki chintaa matt karr… present pe dhyaan de !!!! :)))

    Comment by Samyak — July 12, 2006 @ 12:27 AM

  3. Usually, one can make whatever he/she want to out of it. but past has a weight, similar to the weight of unspkoen words, that exists only if and because it is acknowledged. Life’s lonely, but u could solitude a bliss. Future doesnt exist, but it was never meant to be, and it gives u the chance to live in the present the way u want withut caring. the problem is, u dont seem to want to live. There’s something I always say, and it’s my favourite because it’s sooo powerful:EVERYTHING IS AS SIMPLE AS YOU PLEASE.

    Comment by Phoenix — July 12, 2006 @ 2:18 AM

  4. Hmm i was waiting for new post ..Present is the only thing u have so pls stop thinking about ur future ..Everthing going to be fine ..don wrry too much..:)take care

    Comment by Chitrangada — July 12, 2006 @ 3:40 AM

  5. future do exist.believe it and u can enjoy the present even if its just that burger or even the solitude.i dont think i got u!

    Comment by Mohan Kodali — July 12, 2006 @ 6:33 AM

  6. @Kanu:easy to say that. it might take me years to feel like that@Sam:posts ke peechhe bas main hoon B-)@Ment:The glass is not only half-empty (or, half-full, the way you are looking at it), it’s leaking, too.u r right, things r as simple as u want them to be. and I like things to be complex :-p@Deeps:stop thinking ’bout future? can you?๐Ÿ™‚

    Comment by . R.A.J.A . — July 12, 2006 @ 6:40 AM

  7. @Chandu:I didn’t see your comment while replying to comments.Thanks for stopping by ๐Ÿ™‚

    Comment by . R.A.J.A . — July 12, 2006 @ 6:46 AM

  8. you’re only making things harder for urself, and those around you!

    Comment by Kanupriya — July 12, 2006 @ 9:00 AM

  9. none’s around me, other than loneliness

    Comment by . R.A.J.A . — July 12, 2006 @ 9:02 AM

  10. @raja …yes i can n i hav stopped thinking abt future ..jaante ho kyun cos i rem ur wrds ..I GOD ..i can make my own future ..no one can steal that ..so rem ur own wrds …gain all ur positive thinking n yes everyone is arnd u ..u just hav to look ..:)>:D<

    Comment by Chitrangada — July 12, 2006 @ 1:43 PM

  11. n tum orkut pe reply kyun nahinkarte ..missed u na ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

    Comment by Chitrangada — July 12, 2006 @ 1:52 PM

  12. @Deeps:I did reply to all ur scraps on orkutI remember my own words – but they are self-contradictory :-p

    Comment by . R.A.J.A . — July 12, 2006 @ 10:28 PM

  13. that is whay u are my ment and like me, too.i love complications:P

    Comment by Phoenix — July 12, 2006 @ 10:57 PM

  14. wht happen to u[:o][:o]

    Comment by Aurora — July 12, 2006 @ 11:01 PM

  15. I got it all wrong.

    Comment by Mohan Kodali — July 12, 2006 @ 11:43 PM

  16. @Ment:๐Ÿ™‚@Megs:Normalcy@Chandu:What did you get? ๐Ÿ˜•

    Comment by . R.A.J.A . — July 13, 2006 @ 9:12 AM

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